Draevan, a bit of backstory
I figured that I would take the time to give all the readers a better understanding of me as an individual. I took my hint from Crow’s recent 101 things about her. I’m not going to go that route. I’m gonna be upfront and straight with you. Because that is the type of person that I am.
So here we go.
The first thing that y’all need to know is this. I’m an asshole. Plain and simple. I acknowledge it and I live by it. In my experience I’ve had to be who I wasn’t way more than who I am. And in the long run it was detrimental to my life. I’m proud of being an asshole. At least then I’m able to speak my mind. Ask anyone who knows me and their response will be: “He’s an Ass, but a nice one.” Let’s just say that I’m not a prime specimen for politics because I get tired of the BS that is inherent in such things. The way this aspect generally comes out is when I’m talking with someone or a group of people and they decide that they are going to devolve the conversation from something intellectual to something more along the lines of gossip. I stop paying attention when that happens. Hell..Unless your problems actually have an impact on me personally, I won’t get too involved. I’ll still provide advice, etc. to try and help you out…but I’m not going to bend myself over backwards to fix the problems you made for yourself. I still have plenty of those I need to fix in my own life. I’m not going to spend time fixing yours.
After the asshole bit, you’ll find I’m loyal to it being an almost fault of mine. If I deem someone to be someone I call one of my own I will do anything I can to help said person. Yeah..it kinda goes against the above paragraph..But according to the Zodiac I’m a Gemini..So I’m of two minds at the best of times. If you give it a bit of thought you’ll realize that it makes quite a bit of sense. One part of me is all out to do whatever I want (aka-Chaos) while the other fights to keep a balance (aka-Order). Let’s just go that when I make a bond with someone or a family, it will take Hell itself to get me to break those bonds. Going through High School I was viewed as the leader of the “Outcasts” (AKA-goths, etc.) All the while I had people I called my best friends bad mouthing me..Behind my back and to my face. But my Loyalty to them was so strong that I let it slide, regardless of how it made me feel about myself as an individual. Let’s just say that the past half decade has been a world shattering awakening in regards to my beliefs.
Crow and I are of the similar mindset when you lay them down side by side. We are judgmental about people and don’t show any regret for it. I will suffer a fool for as long as they keep me amused..But eventually I will tired of said fool. I’m grateful to be a part of Crow’s family because I have finally found my niche.